DAMned if you do, DAMned if you don’t

i have never seen this hue
this kind of blue
the feeling of unknown
of unusual emptiness
i should have made you stay
and told myself that i cant
that i wont
and i shouldnt

is it worth it?
would it be enough?
the blank mornings
and the dark afternoons
then teary evenings?
to see tomorrow alone
and never saw the sunset
like this

some things are worst
than i suppose
no matter how prepared
and courage shown
the hollow core
and chasing the yesterday
like a race of memories
rushing nearing end

please dont ask when
and how’s and the whys
the could have’s
and should have’s
i would never tell you
the whats’ of lonesome
and wheres’ of desolation
its just you..

you were the who.